Salam dear diary,
Now that i almost finished my foundation of science in uitm dengkil, i want to make a throwback and thinking about my entire life in this campus. There's lot of things i learnt from here. I went through a phase in my life and i expect to pass through another phase in short time.
Firstly, i learnt a thing about friendship, that is i have to keep my anger until i am not mad anymore. I will have to always try to make good assumptions about my friends. I dont have to feel too bad about myself because everyone have certain things they good at and have certain side that make everybody is attractive to certain person. Another thing is that i have to be and keep having confidence in and about myself. When things dont go exactly as we planned it should be, do not blame anybody. Blame ourselves because we are not supposed to expect everything to be exactly as we planned. Allah's plan is the best because he knows what is the best for us. To make it clear, i will not meet and able to know miza, azreen, umi, my classmates and housemates if i dont placed here, exactly where i am right now because i keep making duas to go to asasi upm. But i dont know what i will do without these people that i destined to meet, not by accident but by His taqdir.
I will not meet him if i were in upm. It is a pleasure to know him as that was part of my love life. Everyone that came across my path is important to me, they help me build myself and help me make more precious memories for me to make it out of benefits to others. I can give love life advice if u want. But...i dont think i am that eligible to give that kind of advice but...i will try.
I learnt to let my friends go and to let my lovelife be paused at this state of time. I must know that i can create a new love story, and i will always know that the things that i let go will always be in my memory to help guide me going through phases in my life.
From the title, i said that i learnt to let things go because i just realised that i am far away from school and my bestfriends since childhood. I cant turn back time. Now i miss my friends, teachers, school, and i am looking forward towards university life. Even now i am eager to look for my life partner. But when i stop the time, i see my parents, they are getting older, my siblings, they are growing so much faster, my grandparents, they gone one by one, my friends, as time passes by we leave each other and i am very sure that someday i will leave thus world. So, instead of letting things go, i also learn to appreciate everything that is around us in this meantime.
I LOVE ALLAH
I LOVE MUHAMMAD SAW
I LOVE MYSELF
I LOVE MY PARENTS
I LOVE MY LIFE
